After a long long time, I have given an exam. And by all current standards of mine, I did well. The problem is with the standards though, which are all messed up.Why are they that way is beyond obvious to me and yet I fail to do anything about it, and the irony goes on. Anyways, to whine is anyones' birth right. I am someone. And what am I whining about, its about myself. Having had the privilege of lot of idle time, there haven't been a speck of achievement in my life in the past two and a half years. I want to swear at myself. The blow was too real to pass off as another usual stimulus that evokes no response. It was as if i bit my own tongue.